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gullible.
that is much to big of a problem when you are in a boarding school. and i realized not only i am an idiot. i am a very gullible slash idiot. gullible/idiocy.
and that is not good. i get tricked all the time and its pretty awful. i need to change to be a more intelligent person. well, that seems impossible, because i was like born to be an idiot. well, literally. so lets just hope i can become smarter, and upgrade my level to be a regular person with a regular idiocy.
over&out taaash. Labels: gullible, idiocy
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one week: six times
in one week, i can get lost at least six times. its actually getting unbelievable, as this is already the third week i am in Benenden. so today, God planned for me that, today shall be my misfortunate day. actually i started of waking up late, swished both my legs of the bed and it seems like i swished them at the wrong side of the bed, and ended up swishing them right into the wall, which i had cursed angrily at it, not only i have two massive bruises on my knee, i was late for my very first lesson, Science. And of course, since i was dreadfully late, i had no one to walk with and ended up walking through the whole Science block and after five minutes, i found the class. i went in, got a "late" next to my attendance record. okay, that was actually bad enough but i was going to the Medical Centre, and i got lost again. and i was late for 10 minutes, plus the 5 minutes time which i got lost. later, i was supposed to go for my guitar lesson, and guess what? i was late. i got so lost again, and ended up in some random place which i think where the LASS(school shop) is. after that guitar lesson, i went back to House. and i was happily chatting away with someone, Leah, came into my dorm suddenly, and before i could even greet her, she asked me, "Aren't you supposed to be having Mandarin lesson?". i froze, my blood went cold. and i ran out of the room with my prep diary and pencil case, and i got LOST. i was wandering everywhere and when i finally found the class, i grinned, and when i tried to open the door, it didn't budge and i made slamming noises, until Jackie had to open the door for me. and when i sat down. i realized i have only TEN minutes left of class. that was definitely not the funniest thing around. it was dreadfully embarrassing.
over&out taaash. Labels: late, lost
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guess, what. actually itd be quite hard for you to guess, so nevermind, i will just tell you instead. well, i went to this club in school its called the badminton club. and i went because harriet asked me to. so i went and i just took a racket and started plaing, then the coach came in, and laterlike five minutes later after i started playing, he came up to me, and asked how long i was playing badminton and i told him that i actually get training lessons in hong kong. then he asked if i was in any tournaments, but i said i wasnt because i chickened out, which was trueP:then he told me suddenly, that he will arrange some badminton matches, junior matches with another girl, whos in the sixth form, so we can play asa duo. and now im really happy, because someone finally realized my badminton skills. yay(: haha now im all happy. okay i gottago, watch movies. i borrowed from the library(: ttyl! over& outtaaash. Labels: badminton, team
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i bitch too. and i should too get a life. but sometimes, some things are really way over the top. the bottle of emotions in me right now, had just overflowed. and it probably overflowed so much that, it flooded. i wish it could also drown me. but it didnt. but i probably drowned the dust on the table with my tears. im new to benenden, and its hard. ofcourse its hard to fit in, but the thing is, i'm terrified of moths. and all those creepy crawlies and this certain someone who i will call "XXXX" in this blog post, she put a moth on me. she threw a moth at me. she put a moth on my head. and i think that is not just fun. its way over the line. i would really have punched them but, i can't do anything since i'm new. and i didn't even talk back, and tried to control my emotions, but now, i just want to change dorm. everyone is so nice in other dorms, except my dorm, filled with crazy idiots, who don't know when to stop. all other people are really nice except my dor,m, i keep forgiving them, but this time, a moth on my head, its way over it. i can't stand it. i have to bear it all. i want to change dorms. this sucks. over& outtaaash. Labels: mean girls, moth
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don't ever underestimate words. they are powerful things because to describe how i am feeling right now, i need a word, that completely explains that a person is going to be changed in a good way, and also in a way that she will never be the same person as before, its unstoppable and unpredicted. Frisdom? Dreadnaciousness? Malbominance? i don't know. i am more like, completely lost. not like the type of lost when you get lost in a labyrinth or a maze, or being stuck in a newspaper crossword puzzle. i'm lost within my own inexplicable and yet enigmatic emotions. those emotions are so thick that it just blinds me from seeing my own future. you ask me if i'm sad? no i'm not exactly feeling that way. excited? not how i would express it. happy? not the right word. tired? yes, of saying all these words which none fits me right now. i just want to clarify my own feelings, but it feels impossible to do that alone. "i am going to study overseas myself."thats easier to say it aloud. but for me, after i say it. i hesitate. then, i realized i regret this. then i hesitate again. and realize how happy i am to leave and abolish my own shameful little world, filled with pain, misery, lies and hope. with all that hesitation, i finally concluded to myself that i won't go any further with all this tangled emotions within me, and i will finally have to start sorting it all out. but now, i am already in England, London. and its already the EIGHTH. and i will be in the school on the NINTH. and the truth is, i was so blinded that i just then realized that i am at a point of no return. i have five luggages with me. i had my uniform and name tags all sewn. i bought everything i need. and if i just retreat from all this preparartion which i have started 3 years ago. i would really have become biggest idiot in the universe. which i now think i currently achieved on being the worlds greatest idiot.over& outshall i start signing as the idiot? no. over& outtaaash. Labels: emotions, hesitation
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london undergrounds are currently my new obsession. they are old, antique, scary in a way. the don't really go choo-choo-choo, instead, they go...chuk-chuk-chuk? no. its like goo-choo-goo-choo. or maybe its more like, guk-chuk-guk-chuk. yeah, something like that, and the same time i realize that, i realized how sad i am, because i actually made those sounds as i typed. but i love the underground, because they are just sso cute. you can get lost there easily, but its just cool. and they have "octopus" cards like in hong kong but they are called"oyster" cards. ahha, yeas, a big seafood platter came into my mind when i realized that teeny fact. but, isnt that so cute?so, its currently 12.27 am now in london. and i am planning to walk my way to Harrods. (surprisingly its really close, Harrods is in Knightsbridge and my hotel, Millennium Hotel is also located in Knightsbridge.) so, after i post this, i will be there, and i will have to buy my quilt and clothes. so yeas, its really some big shopping(: which is awesome. but unfortunately, todays weather isnt really good. there clouds, but you cant see the blue sky. and it looks like its going to have a draatastic weather change. so, i better wear more. and i bought my sister a rugby shirt, and i ate pizza, and those are just minor details of what i did yeasterday, but really, i miss hong kong. no i don't. i miss my friends. only them. i really miss them, and i realized just how much i needed them when i am such in an crisis like now. like what to do with all those strawberries which i haven't finish. shall i eat them all and get fat? or stuff them somewhere, and pretend as if nothing had happened. i pick 2. but i would feel really sorry for all those cute little juicy red strawberries. okay, i think i need to leave. but i still can't decide what to do with all those strawberries): over& outtaaash Labels: harrods, strawberries, underground
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is there even a word called englander? or is it just another awesome word made up by the awesome me? i think i'll pick the second one. because i know i am awesome. but anyway, i boarded the plane at 3, and arrived in England 13 hours later, it was tiring because i never had a wink of sleep. poor thing. then, when i arrived in the hotel, i bathe, and slept, then on the 3rd of september, i went to Staplehurst, where my school is, and went on to try the school uniform. and guess what? i LOVE it. its just so adorable! i'm having this kind of reaction because i think i have seen enough of ugly uniforms in Hong Kong, like etc. SISHK's. my new school uniform is those fold skirts, in checkerds. and a shirt, on top, plain white, and you do not tuck it in, and then you put on a sweater. navy blue sweater. and it just looks great. andi have claimed my PINK trunk, and it was very very very PINK, like hot pink, which is just so pretty. then, yeah, i got a new UK Vodafone number, which means i won't be able to see those who text me anymore. but i will be updating the blog for you guys(: i went back to the hotel, and went to CHINATOWN(: and ate these things, but hong kong's chinese food is much much better. then, tonight i plan on to have sushi. yum okay, i don't thinki should be saying too much, well, more like, i told you everything. over& outtaaash. Labels: englander, school uniform
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gullible.
that is much to big of a problem when you are in a boarding school. and i realized not only i am an idiot. i am a very gullible slash idiot. gullible/idiocy.
and that is not good. i get tricked all the time and its pretty awful. i need to change to be a more intelligent person. well, that seems impossible, because i was like born to be an idiot. well, literally. so lets just hope i can become smarter, and upgrade my level to be a regular person with a regular idiocy.
over&out taaash. Labels: gullible, idiocy
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one week: six times
in one week, i can get lost at least six times. its actually getting unbelievable, as this is already the third week i am in Benenden. so today, God planned for me that, today shall be my misfortunate day. actually i started of waking up late, swished both my legs of the bed and it seems like i swished them at the wrong side of the bed, and ended up swishing them right into the wall, which i had cursed angrily at it, not only i have two massive bruises on my knee, i was late for my very first lesson, Science. And of course, since i was dreadfully late, i had no one to walk with and ended up walking through the whole Science block and after five minutes, i found the class. i went in, got a "late" next to my attendance record. okay, that was actually bad enough but i was going to the Medical Centre, and i got lost again. and i was late for 10 minutes, plus the 5 minutes time which i got lost. later, i was supposed to go for my guitar lesson, and guess what? i was late. i got so lost again, and ended up in some random place which i think where the LASS(school shop) is. after that guitar lesson, i went back to House. and i was happily chatting away with someone, Leah, came into my dorm suddenly, and before i could even greet her, she asked me, "Aren't you supposed to be having Mandarin lesson?". i froze, my blood went cold. and i ran out of the room with my prep diary and pencil case, and i got LOST. i was wandering everywhere and when i finally found the class, i grinned, and when i tried to open the door, it didn't budge and i made slamming noises, until Jackie had to open the door for me. and when i sat down. i realized i have only TEN minutes left of class. that was definitely not the funniest thing around. it was dreadfully embarrassing.
over&out taaash. Labels: late, lost
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guess, what. actually itd be quite hard for you to guess, so nevermind, i will just tell you instead. well, i went to this club in school its called the badminton club. and i went because harriet asked me to. so i went and i just took a racket and started plaing, then the coach came in, and laterlike five minutes later after i started playing, he came up to me, and asked how long i was playing badminton and i told him that i actually get training lessons in hong kong. then he asked if i was in any tournaments, but i said i wasnt because i chickened out, which was trueP:then he told me suddenly, that he will arrange some badminton matches, junior matches with another girl, whos in the sixth form, so we can play asa duo. and now im really happy, because someone finally realized my badminton skills. yay(: haha now im all happy. okay i gottago, watch movies. i borrowed from the library(: ttyl! over& outtaaash. Labels: badminton, team
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i bitch too. and i should too get a life. but sometimes, some things are really way over the top. the bottle of emotions in me right now, had just overflowed. and it probably overflowed so much that, it flooded. i wish it could also drown me. but it didnt. but i probably drowned the dust on the table with my tears. im new to benenden, and its hard. ofcourse its hard to fit in, but the thing is, i'm terrified of moths. and all those creepy crawlies and this certain someone who i will call "XXXX" in this blog post, she put a moth on me. she threw a moth at me. she put a moth on my head. and i think that is not just fun. its way over the line. i would really have punched them but, i can't do anything since i'm new. and i didn't even talk back, and tried to control my emotions, but now, i just want to change dorm. everyone is so nice in other dorms, except my dorm, filled with crazy idiots, who don't know when to stop. all other people are really nice except my dor,m, i keep forgiving them, but this time, a moth on my head, its way over it. i can't stand it. i have to bear it all. i want to change dorms. this sucks. over& outtaaash. Labels: mean girls, moth
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don't ever underestimate words. they are powerful things because to describe how i am feeling right now, i need a word, that completely explains that a person is going to be changed in a good way, and also in a way that she will never be the same person as before, its unstoppable and unpredicted. Frisdom? Dreadnaciousness? Malbominance? i don't know. i am more like, completely lost. not like the type of lost when you get lost in a labyrinth or a maze, or being stuck in a newspaper crossword puzzle. i'm lost within my own inexplicable and yet enigmatic emotions. those emotions are so thick that it just blinds me from seeing my own future. you ask me if i'm sad? no i'm not exactly feeling that way. excited? not how i would express it. happy? not the right word. tired? yes, of saying all these words which none fits me right now. i just want to clarify my own feelings, but it feels impossible to do that alone. "i am going to study overseas myself."thats easier to say it aloud. but for me, after i say it. i hesitate. then, i realized i regret this. then i hesitate again. and realize how happy i am to leave and abolish my own shameful little world, filled with pain, misery, lies and hope. with all that hesitation, i finally concluded to myself that i won't go any further with all this tangled emotions within me, and i will finally have to start sorting it all out. but now, i am already in England, London. and its already the EIGHTH. and i will be in the school on the NINTH. and the truth is, i was so blinded that i just then realized that i am at a point of no return. i have five luggages with me. i had my uniform and name tags all sewn. i bought everything i need. and if i just retreat from all this preparartion which i have started 3 years ago. i would really have become biggest idiot in the universe. which i now think i currently achieved on being the worlds greatest idiot.over& outshall i start signing as the idiot? no. over& outtaaash. Labels: emotions, hesitation
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london undergrounds are currently my new obsession. they are old, antique, scary in a way. the don't really go choo-choo-choo, instead, they go...chuk-chuk-chuk? no. its like goo-choo-goo-choo. or maybe its more like, guk-chuk-guk-chuk. yeah, something like that, and the same time i realize that, i realized how sad i am, because i actually made those sounds as i typed. but i love the underground, because they are just sso cute. you can get lost there easily, but its just cool. and they have "octopus" cards like in hong kong but they are called"oyster" cards. ahha, yeas, a big seafood platter came into my mind when i realized that teeny fact. but, isnt that so cute?so, its currently 12.27 am now in london. and i am planning to walk my way to Harrods. (surprisingly its really close, Harrods is in Knightsbridge and my hotel, Millennium Hotel is also located in Knightsbridge.) so, after i post this, i will be there, and i will have to buy my quilt and clothes. so yeas, its really some big shopping(: which is awesome. but unfortunately, todays weather isnt really good. there clouds, but you cant see the blue sky. and it looks like its going to have a draatastic weather change. so, i better wear more. and i bought my sister a rugby shirt, and i ate pizza, and those are just minor details of what i did yeasterday, but really, i miss hong kong. no i don't. i miss my friends. only them. i really miss them, and i realized just how much i needed them when i am such in an crisis like now. like what to do with all those strawberries which i haven't finish. shall i eat them all and get fat? or stuff them somewhere, and pretend as if nothing had happened. i pick 2. but i would feel really sorry for all those cute little juicy red strawberries. okay, i think i need to leave. but i still can't decide what to do with all those strawberries): over& outtaaash Labels: harrods, strawberries, underground
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is there even a word called englander? or is it just another awesome word made up by the awesome me? i think i'll pick the second one. because i know i am awesome. but anyway, i boarded the plane at 3, and arrived in England 13 hours later, it was tiring because i never had a wink of sleep. poor thing. then, when i arrived in the hotel, i bathe, and slept, then on the 3rd of september, i went to Staplehurst, where my school is, and went on to try the school uniform. and guess what? i LOVE it. its just so adorable! i'm having this kind of reaction because i think i have seen enough of ugly uniforms in Hong Kong, like etc. SISHK's. my new school uniform is those fold skirts, in checkerds. and a shirt, on top, plain white, and you do not tuck it in, and then you put on a sweater. navy blue sweater. and it just looks great. andi have claimed my PINK trunk, and it was very very very PINK, like hot pink, which is just so pretty. then, yeah, i got a new UK Vodafone number, which means i won't be able to see those who text me anymore. but i will be updating the blog for you guys(: i went back to the hotel, and went to CHINATOWN(: and ate these things, but hong kong's chinese food is much much better. then, tonight i plan on to have sushi. yum okay, i don't thinki should be saying too much, well, more like, i told you everything. over& outtaaash. Labels: englander, school uniform
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the names Tatiana, but you will call me taaash(: I am 13, but I will be turning another year older on the every March 13. I have a sweet tooth. And I moved from HK, to UK. ♥ I am an idiot.
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Thirteen.
Lets keep my homeplace a secret(;.
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I am the biggest idiot among my friends♥.
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